Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Brick in the Wall

I was talking to Matt yesterday about moving up and he said "I'll usually post it to let people know if there's positions opening up in the company". I asked cuz I've been with the company six months with no call ins and I work every shift they ask. If I took the upcoming APC job, it's a dollar more, but be on call, no traveling or limited traveling to Georgia and more responsibility.

I'd take the job if it paid three or four bucks more. But a dollar isn't gonna cut it.

So...I continue to be a drone.

A brick in the wall...

Sunday, April 5, 2015

Moneywhore Mode

I have no social life except when I go to Georgia--I make a road trip to Atlanta once or twice a month to reward myself for every little accomplishment I've made.

This company I work for...highly unorganized and somewhat borderline corrupted. There's no consequences for actions of employees that don't follow policies. Other than that, I'm just a brick in the wall. I go in, do my job, go home. I don't socialize with anyone, I don't have any social media contact with them, and I don't have apps of social media with anyone for that matter. I stay low and off the grid as much as possible. I deactivated my Facebook account a year ago. I had eight other accounts to troll with, but that's just boring now and worthless of my time.

Lately, I've just been assigning myself on every open shift. I have a new goal--nursing school. I've been working almost nonstop, with the exception of Georgia road trips...

Yeah... just when I have enough time to make a post, my supervisor calls to ask if I can come in to work cuz of an emergency. More time on the clock, and not even my scheduled time to work.


Wednesday, March 18, 2015


I never liked this Apple app till recently. I messed around with it with my niece cuz she said it was "cool". She takes videos of herself to upload to facebook, another great evil.

But then I tried it out and its as she said, really "cool".

On the downside of things, it cost $384.09 to get a Florida plate today. Thanks for ass raping me, Sunshine State.I would've loved to see MY facial expressions on FaceTime, seeing that heart-attack inducing fee.

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

A Sure Thing

I'm not a gambler nor do I make hasty decisions when it comes to making money.

So when a buddy of mine tells me about the Gulf War and Iraqi oil and events surrounding and leading up to Iraq having trillions of oil money laying about, I was skeptical. Tells me I should invest in the dinar cuz its gonna be revalued blah blah blah.

I take it with a grain of barley oats cuz it sounds too good to be true and more of a conspiracy to revalue the Iraqi dinar. How come I've never heard of this pyramid scheme? That's what my doubting mind calls it...but I'm uncertain so I'll put a few bucks in.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Bills and debts

I should have good credit by now, but the never ending stream of bills just doesn't seem to end.

Haven't been on here in a while. Sorry. Getting my life in order and going through the novelty phase of a new relationship! Bliss for now. I feel like I'm on Cloud 99 whenever I'm with Connor. And blah blah blah feels good in the heat of the moment and whenever we're together. All my logical reasoning just flies out the window.

And its a euphoric feeling to not have a care in the world. Its also dangerous. I don't want to be stuck here in limbo. We'll see how it pans out in the next couple of months.